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Jun. 20th, 2010

Mew 01

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 You think anyone cares you haven't blogged in a century?

Jun. 13th, 2010

Mew 01

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 Hello how is everyone? The weather has been shit lately but when it's good, it's been goooooood. Anyway, I hope everyone is healthy and happy. I feel so shit for being such a shit friend at keeping in touch via facebook, email, or this : ( I'm so sorry, I've been so busy like crazy. I've finished my exams for a week and a bit now. Feels like longer than that to be honest! I've just been seeing friends, catching up as exams have isolated me from everyone outside of my house. nice. But in all honesty, I'm glad I actually tried this year. I swear I've never done any real work in terms of school. I suppose I've always found it easy just to scrape through and saw no incentive to push a bit more. Well anyway it was painful to have to sit for hours learning everything and writing notes as I've skived WAY too much for my own good this year (nice one). Funnily enough the modules that I've done considerably well in essays throughout the year were the ones I think I've done shit in in exams. Only time will tell; 18th of June!!!! ugh, the dread. 
Anyway, on lighter note I am going on holiday in less than 2 weeks!!! Well deserved if you asked me. I haven't been on holiday since last summer!! shit, that makes me so sad. Nevermind, I will be in Mexico soon enough doing fuck all, worry about nothing and seeing my good mate Gerardo whom I've not seen for almost a whole year!!! Mental, come to think of it it wasn't so long ago since I first met him and how quickly we got on and became good mates etcetc I have missed the bitchy sessions ;) can't fucking wait!
As soon as I get back I'll be meeting with my mom and my younger sister. It would be almost ten months since I've seen them. Too fucking long! I'm quite excited hehe although a 17 hour flight with my mom after would probz drive me off the edge.
Now that exams are done it takes a bit of getting used to. I've just about gotten rid of the guilt of not doing any revision in a day, or just lounging around chilling with a spliff. I've even read a book! Something I haven't done since I've been in uni, actually... :( I got The Secret History by Donna Tartt last christmas from Ewan (despite making it perfectly clear that from experience I have often despised modern fiction) and yeah, it was alright. For the most part it annoyed me but credit where it is due, she is a very good writer. I'm not quite sure what Donna Tartt was trying to say in her book. It was written in the first person so it was quite hard to gauge her position. The characters had too much pretension in them (which was shit and I can't stand it), and some of the characters were really, really good. Also, I think the book was pretty gripping especially towards the end. aaaagh I can't go on anymore without giving everything away. If you care enough, have a read. Kept me interested for a bit at least.
Mmm I think that's pretty much it really. I'm only heading back to Brunei on 4th of August as my family will be here for my brother's much anticipated graduation (lolz my older sister's graduation is later cos she's stuck in med school). So I will probably miss the opportunity to see some old friends (Josephine o.o) which sucks a fuck (how do you suck a fuck, Donnie?) but everyone else I have to see!!!! give me a ring?

xx

Apr. 16th, 2010

Mew 01

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In London reminiscing with vivien about the good MS days. We had such a laugh but this is where we are now. We're very different people now and we have different aspirations. It was a long time ago. I am so glad to have them as my friends. I am truly blessed.

Watched the Prime Minister debate. Nick Clegg won that round. I sometimes feel conscious, especially in front of Bruneians, if i express interest in world politics and global issues. I don't want to come across as a pretentious prick! But it just so happen I actually give a fuck.

Oct. 11th, 2009

Mew 01

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 It is so CRINGE when I see a friend's parent on facebook and they're replying to absolutely everything. Pictures, status updates. So cringe. 

Been terribly ill for a few days now and finally feeling a bit better. I'm most definitely gonna have my 5 daily intake bullshit thingymajig from now on.I take my good health for granted!

Aug. 30th, 2009

Mew 01

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 What is up party people! I know I know, y'all been wondering what the hell is up with Khal. Fret not my minions, I am back to post a journal because I am bored senseless.

Well, lately I've done nothing but watch TV, play the piano, aimless searching for shit on the netz and hang out with my sis / mom mostly. Although I have also been sleeping til 4 pm. I know that isn't healthy but I am still jetlag okay?? jeez. Anyway, the reason I haven't been blogging is because I loathe the very idea of writing about shit in your life that is SO irrelevant and SO uninteresting! The funniest ones are when someone is being apologetic for not writing anything for 5 hours, and sometimes some people just write a shitload of nonsense that is often time mistaken by other dumb fucks, often times with similar IQ and taste, about how the shit they write is like fucking plucked out of the bible or some shit like that. Newsflash girl/boyfriends, I assure you 1) no one gives a shit if you've written anything for a hundred years or 2) you are the most unqualified person to be preaching life or self discovery bullshit that you know nothing of. You don't know shit about internal pain or shit like bisexuality. My god, it makes me laugh when someone is 'confused' as to whether or not they like cocks or vag when track record suggests you're all about the peen. Sorry darling, you're not confused, you're just boring you want to make shit up for your own entertainment. 

Okay, so much angst! I loves it. Last night I was at Emily's house for her advance leaving party - which is a bit odd considering girlfriend ain't leaving until the 22nd haha. But i suppose she wants to make it coincide with her birthday which is fair enough. Hey, I am not one to turn down cupcakes and sweets! Anyway, I saw Yah again for the first time since xmas and my god, do I love that girl! Almost all my friends are coming to the land of U-U-U-U-K! Which is always good news to me because we have been separated for too long. I don't know why Josephine has to get her ass down in Melbourne when it is so obvious England was the place to be pfft. But this year should be good. Everyone is invited to my birthday party!!!!

Ugh, I miss my ewan.

P.s. I can't contain my excitement to listen to Mew's new album!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHH Brunei is seriously so backwards! Spotify fucked me over!

x


Jun. 19th, 2009

Mew 01

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 So yeah, passed first year. Great woooohooo etc. The whole thing makes me laugh actually. I go to about 5 lectures the whole entire time I was in uni and manage to blag my way through. I mean yeah, the system does not fail you, at all. It is an acute assessment of one's intelligence. Anyway, it doesn't matter, all my good friends passed so we're all coming back next year and bla bla bla. But why am I not happier?

Apr. 25th, 2009

Mew 01

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 I freaked myself out by reading shit about thrush (just cause I found my flatmate's thrush cream in the bathroom the other night). Apparently every woman at least once in her life will experience thrush. Please let it be the end of my life before this happen to me!!! Scary stuff.

Alright, alright. I've been freaking myself out these days (aside from reading thrush related article) with exams. God, I really fucking hope I just pass first year or my life will be seriously screwed. Lately I've been really insecure about my intelligence (or lack there of) and feeling really uninspired about my course. Hopefully that too shall pass soon enough for me to do enough revision. Or else I will be FUCKED.

Went to Turkey over Easter. Was fucking brilliant. Too bad I didn't get as much tan as I had hoped to but I did come back with some so fairly grateful for that. Went down to see Amusement Parks on Fire in Ewan's hometown Colchester on the 19th. They were so fucking brilliant! Fucking immense. Too bad the opening act was a piece of trash. Ewan and I went outside for the interlude and saw the support band smoking weed outside the art theatre - LOL worthy. This art theatre was a converted church as well! Sacrilegious. But yeah, APOF was so fucking amazing with all the lights and loud noise. Was so angry they only played six or seven songs grrrrrrr ERROR. What else? Oh yeah that night I couldn't be bothered to take the bus back to LDN so I had to stay at Ewan's house. He got violently sick and I met his mother. Good times!

Anyway I have to get back to the most dullest module revision ever. I cannot wait til all my flatmates are back tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This place has been so empty I've been made depressed : (

Mar. 22nd, 2009

Mew 01

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Ugh I do not want to write anymore!! This fucking essay is doing my head in. I don't even mind the work but it is just SO boring. How can anyone tolerate this long of Hobbes? He is as boring as sin. Anyway. Turkey in 6 days!!!! Going to be so good. Never been on a holiday with just the boyfriend, it should be a nice testament for the relationship. I can't wait cause I am in dire need of a tan to be fucking honest.

Feb. 15th, 2009

Mew 01

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I want to tell you how much I love you.

 
It's interesting right around this time last year I was single, a little bit miserable but mostly alone and waiting for something to happen constantly. That's probably worse than not having anything at all. It's when you know you do have something but it cannot happen for one reason or the other, often not even a good enough reason, and just wait in anticipation. That sucks big time. But I'm here and it's so real. It cannot be anymore real. Happy valentines day, everyone. It's a day too late but the meaning is not lessen by any degree. Gonna meet Ewan's brother tomorrow. I'm gonna be the most awkward person. More awkward than being sober in a club. 

Feb. 7th, 2009

Mew 01

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I was sitting in the kitchen tonight for Tom's birthday (I can't believe he ate half of raw onion and waxed his chest hair because he's turning 20.. what a fool) and felt slightly weird. I miss socialising with new people. It's always the same ass crowd talking about the same things. It's not that exciting. But then again I rather this than a room full of strangers I suppose. And this, I would never trade this for the world.





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